Monday, March 08, 2004

I LOVE YOU, HAL!!!! Thank you so much!!! <3

And I LOVE you, Lyndsey!!!

I got home from school today, which by the way, was tiring. I had business writing test today, and it was hard!!! Then a short meeting with my composition class teacher, Ms. Lulu. It was a short talk to see how our works are coming, she said mine was okay and she have no worry about me. GREAT! XD

Okay, so that was that....

I got home and uploading some files up to my webstorage. DONE! Thank God! I was uploading this same file last night, and when its almost done, the internet connection died!! And its happend three times!! I have no ide what went wrong with it...grrr....


I was checking the Lair (as always,) Lindz IMed me. She have THING for me!!! She told me that she would get Hal to say HI and Happy Birthday to me. And she DID got it for me!!!!


Okay, here's what she told me.

Lindz:  "do you think I could get a little clip of you saying HI and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my net friend?"
Hal:    "sure of course!"
Lindz: "her name is rocepta"
Hal:    "OH I KNOW ROCEPTA! She posts at my site!"

Yes folks, he said he know me!!! XXXD   That's just made my day!!!! I love him even more (if that even possible) that he's so kind and caring. I read in many posts and amazed how he can remember his fans!! ... okay more of my feeling later, here's what he said in the clip.

*little voice over of Lindz* "Okay, go ahead"
Hal: " *waving* Hi Rocepta. Thank you for all the gifts. I love you. Happy Birthday."
*little voice over of Lindz* "Thank you"

The clip is 6 seconds in total, but its mean so much more than that!!! I watched this clip for like three hours now, you do the math that how many time I already watched it. XXD

Okay folks, so here's my thought.... HE REMEMBERS ME!!!!

Gawd, this is speechless, I don't know how to explain this feeling of mine. You know, he and I never meet but he remembers me. It's HUGE for me. And he said "I love you" XXD  that's totally cool!

BIG THANK YOU to Lyndsey, she's totally nice to do this for me. While in that time she should be enjoying herself with Hal, she took time out of the little time (that Showtime gives you) and do this for me!! Thank you so much, Lyndsey! You have no idea how this means to me!

{{ Big Bear Hug to LYNDSEY }}

*sigh* Okay folks, that's all for now. Let me go watch this clip for about umm.. hundred times and I'll be back online again! LOL

Posted at 11:54 pm by rocepta
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Sunday, March 07, 2004

I'm addicted to enneagram things!! LOL

I just found out that one of my close friend is 'two' and that mean I MUST give her attention in order to keep relationship. And that's the whole true! She and I broke up oince about five years ago, because of attention issue. O___O

Then I had been talking to this nice lady, and I found out that she's 'four'. Just like me!! And after we talked a bit, I realized that "yeah, we're definitely 'four'" We have almost the same track of thinking, that's it just so scary sometime.

Find out YOUR enneagram here

Ever since I read the natal chart in widgetsworld I got this freaky feeling says "How do you know that!!!? O___O" Go get your natal chart folks, it's wicked!! You need birthplace, birthdate, and birthtime in order to get one. The report is also very very long, ten pages plus. But it's so worth reading. Oh, you need to sign up too, but don't worry it's free. LOL I'm a poor student, so everything I do must be free! LOL << go to 'widgets' and 'birthchart interpretation' >>

And Kaze, I know you come read my blog sometime... somehow I can't post in your LJ. So, I want to expressed my thanks here to you!! I LUV you so much!! Thank you for signing the "Lightning Bug" petition! This is a great movie that worth severy support we can find.

For people who read my blog and doesn't know what's "Lightning Bug" Here are short description about this great movie...

"Lightning Bug" is a movie directed by Robert Hall. He's the owner of special-effect and make-up studio calls, Almost Human. His works can be found in "Buffy the Vampire Slayer", "Angel", and "The X-Files: the Movie". Yep, great TV series and movie, I'm talking about!!! In this movie stared many great actor and actress such as  Laura Prepon (That 70’s Show, Slackers) plays the role of Angevin. Hal Sparks (Queer as Folk, I love the 70’s, I love the 80’s, Talk Soup) plays the role of Deputy Dale. Ashley Laurence (star of the series “Hellraiser”, A Murder of Crows) plays the role of Jenny, and many more....

Read more about "Lightning Bug" at official Lightning Bug website
And please please folk, sign the
petition. I will be eternally in you dept!! Thank you!!!

And as ending come, I would like to send cyber-bear-hug to this follow people...

Lyndsey (from the Lair), sweetie you're the sweetest person!!!! *extra hug for you* Just the thing you're thinking to do for me, make me love you so much. I won't mind if you can or can not do it when it's come to that. But thank you for thinking of me, you're so sweet. <3
Kaze, my sister I love you so much and I miss you. I hope to see you again soon, this spring XD
Heather (from the Lair), I'm glad that you're alright, honey.
Wanda (from the Lair), thank you for being so kind to me. I can't wait to meet you and Robyn soon!
Delicious On Toast aka DOT (from the Lair), you're the funniest and out-going person person! I love chatting with you so much, you brighten up my days!
Blues (from the Lair), for giving me incredible information about enneagram. Hope to see you in August!

Okay, that's that for now. If I missed out anyone I want to send big-ber hug to, I'll do it in my next post! LOL I know this is not the Oscar, but I can't help it!! LOL ^_______^

Hugs to you all,

= BGM: "Winter" by Tori Amos =

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Friday, March 05, 2004
hello hello ^^

Hey, how are you doing today?

It's Final-exam week... yep, the scariest week in the whole semester. I think the test that I'm worried the most is the 'business writing' class. I have nothing in my head from that class, really! Not a darn thing!! +_+ And this test is on Monday, so wish me luck.

I've visa-interview on Monday too, at 7.30. But that test is on 8.30 so I'm pretty sure that I won't make it. Luckily I found out that I can go in for that interview later on, if I can't make it on that day. So, that will be on Tueday. And if I get this visa, I'll be 100% sure that I'm going to attending CSU Hayward this spring. Again, wish me luck guys!

I got the analysis from Blues, and it's totally freaked me out. I'm really typical 'four'!! And it's just so scary when I read this kind of thing and realize that "OMG, that's totally me!! O__O"
If you want to find more about enneagram, read more or take a test to see what type are you, here.

Oh, and as you may or may not noticed, I have my pic up. This was from about two weeks ago when we went on a field trip. It was a short field trip that doesn't mean much. That's why I didn't tell you guys about it, in fact, there's nothing to tell ^__^'' Anyway, that's me and a little deer-look-alike-bush ( I have no idea how's that call? anyone?)

Oh, did anyone watch the Oscar???? OMG! I gotta tell you Robin Williams just cracked me up so hard. I was laughing the whole time he was on. He spoke Latin just like what they did in "Passion of the Chirst" (btw, I really want to see this movie!). Robin also hold Bill, the host, hand and said "Look, we're San Francisco wedding cake" (don't qoute me though 3_3) Basically, it was some joke about San Francisco's Gay and Lesbian rights to marry (which I supported with my whole heart). Robin put it in very lighting mood and he was very funny, really!

And after I watch the Oscar, I downloaded the soundtrack songs from those nomination. That's 'Into the West', 'Scarlet Tide', and 'You Will Be My Ain True Love'. And now I listen to these songs over and over. ^______^ They're really good.

Oh and I'm glad that Lee said that "Amethyst" is great. That's Yoshiki's song. I'm still sucker when its come to Yoshiki's works. He's still the greatest musician I have ever known! *sigh* I'm wondering what he's doing now... He promised the new project called "Violet UK" since last year, and not a sign yet. *sigh*

*looking at the clock in my room* Shit, I'm 20!!! ekk...don't like the fact that it have no "teen" in the name LOL Oh well, I could tolerate the fact that I'm now starting my "2 something" ages. If that means that I could get in Viper room ^___^ to see The Hal Sparks Band, of couse!

Alright, I'm off....should I find some cake to eat?? nah.. I'm on diet! LOL


=BGM: "You Will Be My Ain True Love" by Alison Krauss =

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Sunday, February 29, 2004
I am...

Okay, first I'm totally pissed off with my computer right now. I can just pick it up and smash it to pieces right now! grrrr.... Last week, there was some problem and my sister fixed it. But then this week, another problem!!! Windows won't create cookies file for website that I visited, and I totallly don't kno why. I try every ways that I can think of or came across from sources in internet. Nothing helps, then after reboot, reset, uninstall, reinstall, change Window ME to Windoe XP and back to Window ME. It's working now, but I'm pretty sure it won't last. I'll format the whole computer next week. Hope that will be the last time!! ~(=_=)~

To take my mind of thing, I'll do this not-so-little survey *lol*  I took this from Lacking Substance.


First job: If you mean real job with income, I have none. But I did have several job that need to be done.
First screen name: luminous19855
First funeral: not sure... but the one I can remember was my grandma.
First pet: goldfish
First piercing/tattoo: ear pierce
First credit card: visa
First Kiss: urr... sorry none.
First one that mattered: depend on the meaning of the word 'matter'. Myself, my sister, my parents, my relatives, my friends?
First love:"love"? not sure about love but plenty of infatuation.
First enemy: oh easy, myself.
First big trip: Japan, but can't remember most of it.
First concert: Aucifer (Lucifer) live in Bangkok.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: *lol* won't even go there *lol*

Last car ride: tonight, went out to dinner with my family.
Last library book checked out: 'Pao Li Tu Kong An - Pao Bun Jin' Chinese lit.
Last movie watched: from cable okay? "Traning Day"
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: I'm such a bad bad girl, but it's waffle sundae. what??? that's desert? Oh well, then it would be kara-men (Japanese noodles dish)
Last phone call: lcall my sister *lol* just to let her know that the installation is complete.
Last time showered: 4 hours ago.
Last CD played: Queer as Folk soundtrack.
Last annoyance: my bloody computer
Last soda drank: pepsi
Last ice cream eaten: ^__^ vanilla from waffle sundae
Last time scolded: ... can't remember but probably from one of my folks.
Last shirt worn: tan sleevless shirt
Last website visited: Hal's Lair.

Sex: sexual preferance or what????
Birthday: 03-05-1984
Sign: Pieces
Siblings: one older sister
Hair colour: black
Eye colour: black
Shoe size: don't know *lol* really, I don't know.
Height: 5'4" - 5'5"

1) Wearing: kinda disturbing , but yeah my 'pink' silk PJ. =_=''
2) Drinking: none
3) Thinking about: "RIght now I'm thinking about..."
4) Listening to: "Cherry" Spitz

-W I T H .T H E. P R E F E R R E D. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: smile, I love those who have nice smile. Lovely.
[last person you slow danced with?]: I don't go to dance, and I don't like to dance. So that would be back in my prom day, with a guy friend of mine, Oldo. He's totall hottie thought, from what people told me *lol*

-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: or...maybe... Hal?? *lol* just kidding! I love him dearly but don't think it's a crush.
[easiest to talk to]: my friends, or anyone who's really willing to talk to me.

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: quite disturbing, but yes. Those days are over though, thanks God.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: lady from agency about meeting up with a guy from CSU
[hugged]: a friend in school, Mo. But if you count internet-hug, that would be DOT! *hugs*
[you instant messaged]: this morning, DOT (Delicious on Toast) from the Lair. ^__^ Totally nice lady, I love you DOT!
[you laughed with]: LOLOLOL, DOT!!!! *still laughing when I think about it*

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer]: hell, no! O__O
[what's your favorite food?]: noodles
[what's your favorite fruit?]: Chinese pear
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional pain, of couse. I don't mind physical pain much, it'll heal in times. But emotional pain stay with you forever.

-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]: umm....
[of hearts I have broken?]: *lol* that would mean anyone fell in love with me?? *lmao* you've got to be kidding me, right?
[of boys I have kissed?]: none
[of girls I have kissed?]: does kiss on the cheek count?
[of drugs taken illegally?]: no way! None and intend to stay that way, thank you.
[of tight friends?]: 2...3...4...5...6...7...umm....
[of cd's that I own?]: a lots and I won't even bother to count them.
[of scars on my body?]: *sigh* more than I'll ever want. And it's not even my fault...*sigh*
[of things in my past that I regret?]: 1

[I know]: that I should stop beating myself up with something stupid and about my insecurity.
[I want]: to see The Hal Sparks Band!
[I have]: things to do, and I can't decide where to start.
[I wish]: that I can find what my dream is.
[I hate]: people who judge others....especially when they judge others based on themself. People who can't accept people for whom they are. People who won't even try to talk to others. People who treat others differently because they didn't pass they expectation.
[I miss]: Kaze. (my host-sister)
[I fear]: that my life would be worthless.
[I love]: the Lair, people in the Lair, my family, my friends, and people who're proud of themself.
[I ache]: ???? I ache for love?
[I care]: about others people thought
[I always]: daydream!? *lol*
[I dance]: whenever I feel like it, which is rare.
[I cry]: when I feel down, sad, or truly hurted.
[I do not always]: give a good advice eventhough I tried to.
[I write]: I used to write comics and poem, but not any more.
[I confuse]: myself and others *lol*
[I can usually be found]: in the Lair *wink*
[I need]: computer with no bug.... yeah, I know impossible.
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: wha??? no!
[favorite place to be kissed?]: *walk away*
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: *lol* I had been caught watching QAF by my mom, luckily she have no idea what I was watching. And I'm glad that she didn't, it was B/J scene +_+''

[wuss]: huh??? what???
[druggie]: thank God, NO!
[gang member]: can I call the Lair a gang? ^__^ At least in Teen scene?
[daydreamer]: YES, I'm a Pieces, remember?
[alcoholic]: nope.
[freak]: *lol* I think so.
[brat]: sometime ~(^_^)~
[goody-goody]: *lol* maybe yes, maybe no.
[angel]: rarely, I guess. Ask somebody else.
[devil]: oh, yeah baby!
[friend]: I try my hardest to be.
[shy]: sadly but yes, when I shouldn't.
[talkative]: yep, maybe too much for my own good.
[adventurous]: I think so, considering my adventure...yeah, definitely.
[intelligent]: I got 120 from an IQ test, but that can't really answer anything. 

[your best feature (personality)]: from what I read about my personality from various test, I like 'caring' the most.
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: I can't keep my mouth shut. Someone should tell me to 'shut the f*ck up' sometime, please?
[most annoying thing you do]: my insecurity self
[biggest mistake you've made this year]: consider that it's only Feb going on March...umm... yeah, I can't keep my mouth and my temper. Bad bad me! Geez, what if I take this test on December 31??? This would be a darn hard question.
[describe your personality in one word]: weird.
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: my hair... don't know why my friend tend to love my 'black' hair so much?
[person you regret sleeping with]: a friend of mine when we went to camp, she kick in her sleep....what?? OH!! Sleep!!! *lol* oh you meant THAT??? *walk away*
[a smell that makes you smile]: roses
[a country you'd like to visit]: I want to live in USA, but I want to visit German, Japan, Greece, Eypht (spelling? this is one word that I just can't remember how to spell)
[a drink you order most often]: milk ice tea
[a delicious desert]: I don't like sweet
[a book you highly recommend]: 'A Return to Love" by Marianne Williamson
[your favorite band]: X Japan and The Hal Sparks Band
[a film you could watch over and over]: Little Women, I know I know, shut up! I love this movie, you have problem with that???... good!
[a TV show you watch regularly]: QAF??? *lol* But I watch it on VCD though
[you live in a]: discriminate world
[your transportation]: car (parent's)
[your cologne or perfume]: none
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: hide??? I hide nothing... well... maybe those comics? ^_^''' shhhhh!!!! 


That's LOOONNGG!!!! *phew* Okay, so now you know a bit about myself *lol*

Let see, I'm enjoying my DVDs, which are I love the 70s, 80s, 80s Strikeback, and QAF season 1-3 ^___^ I got them last week, and I just can't wait till I finished this semester so I can just sit down and watch them without worry about my test.

I'm waiting for Blues to send me some information about her research about enneagram. I want to learn more on what 'four' is like.

um... nothing else I think. ~(^_^)~ Till next time!


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Saturday, February 21, 2004
OMG!!! The Hal Sparks Band!

Okay, this is my second post today, but I have to!!!

The Hal Sparks Band ROCK so hard. There's clip of Mike Bullard show in the Lair, I just finished download and watched it (for about ten times now)  THEY ROCKS!!!! XXXD

Seriously guys! They played the song called "Satellites", which Hal mentioned is about love and children. Read all explanation in the Lair.

Okay, I haven't start my report, becuase HSB got my attention earlier. And right now? I'll go to bed and have a nice dream about HSB! Report can wait till tomorrow ^__^'''


^_____________^ *grin* 

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Me and Hal Sparks!! (QAF SF Premiere 04/08/04)

Current addiction: Hal Sparks, The Hal Sparks Band, and 'Queer as Folk' series (US version)

Past addicted: Yoshiki (still do, but not as much), X Japan (They rocks my socks!), Sailor Moon (yeah, I had those times too *rolls eyes*),

Future addiction: What? Who knows?

Where I visit: Hal Sparks, Sparksfan, Lightning Bug, R O S A V E L T, Hals' Angel Yahoo! Group, The Hal Sparks Band Yahoo! Group, Haloupies , Always fanfic, QAF Addiction; news , Common as the Rain: Eros

Where I post: Hal's lair, HarrisHideaway (board for actor Harris Allan), Lightning Bug board, QAF talk

Where I read: Kaze's place, interiority, Lacking Substance, Zee Deveel, ArsenalX's blog, Inbetween Insanity and Life , The acoustic of hell, Journey of the Wind, We Are the Cats v.2

What I listen: The Hal Sparks Band, Clay Aiken, X Japan, Evanescense, Michael Crawford, Lifehouse, L'Arc~en~ciel, Coldplay, Incubus, and Luna Sea

I'm anime freak, yes I am: berusaiyo no bara (Rose of Versailles), Macross 7, City Hunter, WeiB Kreuz, Saiyuki, Escaflowne, and Anastasia (okay, that's not really anime but I like it~ lol)

I'm manga freak, yes I am: New York New York (Marimo Ragawa), Anatolia Story (Chie Shinohara), Cantarella (Higuri You), G Defend (Shuw Morimoto), God Child's serie (Kaori Yuki), F Combo (Tsukasa Hojo), Angel Heart (Tsukasa Hojo), Fullahead Coco (Hideyuki Yonehara), HunterxHunter (Yoshihiro Togashi) and many more...

Today words of positives: "One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life; that word is love." by Sophocles


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